When the going gets tough..........................

the weak panic, start to tilt and have issues of confidence. Pretty much sums up play since my last posting. My form of tilt tend to end up being going to far with weaker hands and also getting involved too much in 3 bet pre flop pots and donking off to obvious hands post flop.

I have been up and down all over the place, today as an example lost 6 buyins in my first session was down $1500 at one point before battling back to being 3 buy ins down for the day. Too many days have been like this though, to combat it have been reviewing hands watching cardrunner videos and also looking at the stats and play of some of the successful players from my datamining.



This is turning out initially much harder than I had hoped, have to keep motivating myself and pick myself up, grinding it out in every sense of the word. |Running well below where I had hoped currently on 0.43 bb/100 which on the positive side seems to mean at least I am a marginal winning player, need to work hard now and plug the leaks and spews. There is a lot of pressure on me though as this is my only current income, but I have a month before that would become any sort of issue.

Thankfully my bonuses and rakeback have pushed the winnings up but not to the point where I could consider doing this long term. Need to hope I go on a heater this next week before going to Vegas next.

Have also changed my hours so part of my freetime is reduced, the games after midnight in the site I am on were terrible so now am playing over lunchtime and also the core euro hours from 7 till midnight. On the positive though now have a routine of spending time with the kids between 4 and 7 so hopefully they feel some benefit of me being home.

Was realy enjoying it over the weekend played while watching most of the golf into the small hours knowing didnt have to get up for work.

June Summary (36k hands plus handfull sngs)

Table winnings $893
Bonuses and Rakeback $2,127

Current total $2,995